Twisted Game 110721
TW: Psychological, physical, emotional and sexual abuse and violence
Sometimes I think life is a curse A curse I am stuck in and cannot escape I once tried to leave but, fate would not let me The pills did not take me to the haven I was craving It was a trip I did not have the fare for So, here I am continuing as life wants me to Never knowing what it is I am supposed to do Meant to go on and continue as if things were all okay Meant to pretend to be content and strong Like the things in the past never come back to test you
What is expected from someone who is living a life they did not want Someone living on borrowed time, even if fate chose it for them Because it must have been fate that kept me here, right? With a deeper meaning behind it all A better reason behind this reality I am trapped in There must be a better reason to keep me here A truth less pathetic than the fact that before I tried to go
I was taking so many pills, they stopped working No, perhaps fate is much crueler than we expected her to be Making an example and joke out of those who try to take their own lives into their own hands Those who try to force her out so they can choose their own destiny But there she is proving to be much better at the game of life than we realized.
Image Depicted: Grow, Aug 04, 2021